
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Felicitas started school together with Faith. Felicitas enjoyed school alot. But these few mornings, I had a hard time saying my goodbye. She would hug my leg. Today is the worst of all, she cried when I left. In me, I kept wondering why is that so? This is not the first time she changed a school. Not the first day of school in her life. Is it Faith's influence on her? Really wonder y. Deep in me, I felt frustration and unhapiness with her behaviour. To suppress the negative feelings from showing, I kept small talking myself. Telling myself that she is still a child. Maybe this is her way to tell me that she wants more attention to her. The same we showered on Faith. She cried badly when I left.
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