Friday, January 23, 2009
After busy days of baking and decorating,finally the end. Rest.
Besides, the whole month of Jan, I seemed to have returned to childhood. The early waking for preparing the girls for preschool. Even though is a 5 min drive, we still need n hr. Foresee this is it for the next 12 years.
It has been a month. Body clock still adjusting.
Together with baking craze, I felt totally tired.
Monday, January 19, 2009
My sexy pout....hee
My helper? (More of a destructor)
The end result!! Tadah.... I am really bad at lettering writings. In fact I dont even knw how to write cursive, i better start practising.....
The bear again!!! hee....thats for GM's party....This is done by fresh coconut, effect better 100 times then packet coco....
Friday, January 16, 2009
2nd trial using shermay's butter. Nt too gd, no strong butter smell...
Thursday, January 15, 2009
I felt that my time is not enough, This weekend I am planning to make pineapple tarts, a cake for Monday and a Jelly for a party on Monday too.
So many things to do, I felt suddenlt that I do not wnat to do anything liao. But I cant liao...Cos I made the promises liao....argh....
Tomorrow having a dinner. this week somehow, I has not been home early. Everynites there are many programmes. Besides all this overwhelmed promises, I had to spend more time with the kids!
Looks plain rite? Well, for own consumption, lesser the colour the better rite...hee
Looking at this sets of uniform, made me felt stronger stronger guilt towards the school. Tehe fforts made by the school, I really appreciated them. However, long term finances enable us made the final decision.
Before enrolling to this great school, I have looked high and low for schools everywhere, on waiting list for a number of schools around my hse. Finally, a school. And a great one. Therfore the decision to leave the school, I felt great guilt towards the school.
Just when I was pondering on the exp school fees, one of the school with affordable sch fees with no compromising on sch standard called me. I was not jumping with joy, but dilemma. If the sch fees are not exp, I know I would never leave the sch.
Tomorrow is their last day i the sch. I felt bu she de more then anticipation for the new sch life.
Thursday, January 08, 2009
The Before....looks scary....like anytime spider is coming out...
The AFTER...ahhhhhhhhh....pretty...girly and best is no holes...
Felicitas started school together with Faith. Felicitas enjoyed school alot. But these few mornings, I had a hard time saying my goodbye. She would hug my leg. Today is the worst of all, she cried when I left.
In me, I kept wondering why is that so? This is not the first time she changed a school. Not the first day of school in her life. Is it Faith's influence on her?
Really wonder y. Deep in me, I felt frustration and unhapiness with her behaviour. To suppress the negative feelings from showing, I kept small talking myself. Telling myself that she is still a child. Maybe this is her way to tell me that she wants more attention to her. The same we showered on Faith.
She cried badly when I left.
Monday, January 05, 2009
I sent Faith and Fel to sch on 2nd Jan 08. Faith cried abit. I dropped her at 8am. When I return at 9am, she seems to be enjoying school. When I fetched her at 1115hrs. she cried big time when she saw me.
Today is Day 2. Preparing to school is still joyful. She looks forward to school. The moment she stepped into school. She started to be clingy. When we said our gdbyes, her cries could wake the whole estate. OK, abit exagerative. But is loud.
F1 loves sch alot. She tried to make sch easier to adapt by following F2. Today while we were coaxing F2, F1 became clingy too. I guess she like our attention. As we were busy trying to coax F2, F1 started to behave like this, it kinds of irk me. I have to keep telling myself. She is still a child. Less expectation.
To my swweet surprise, the school called me. The principal told me when F2 stopped crying. She is so nice. she even let me listen to a conversation between her and F2. F2 is very calm. She could even participate in the school activity. I am really impresss by the school efforts to calm her down and to lessen my anxiety. Esp the principal. I have sent F1 to many sch. Most advise to be with kids 3 days before we left them. This school told us to leave them on the first day. You could peep from outside to see the great efforts they took. F2 is a hard nut to crack. They managed! Could you imagine?
I have registered F3 for St James. I have second thoughts on sending her to St James. If I were to give up her place. 300 bucks would be wasted. How ke xi. I shall give this a serious thought, meanwhile observing the girls progress in this GREAT school.
